If she washes her face with the overpriced over the counter moisturizing wash, if she scrubs in the morning and scrubs her face at night - will she suddenly be new everyday?
Is a more clean version just waiting beneath the shiny blocked pores?
When she washes her face she looks in the mirror and it looks like she's been crying.
Her face feels tight. Will something beneath emerge?
...
I reread these books, because I can make them fall in love again and again. And I love that thrill. Even if it isn't happening to me, it's that fucking sigh in your heart that makes you turn each page. It's that curt smile you wear to bed in preparation for dreams.
Falling and falling again.
It'd be so blissful if everyday it was shiny brand new.
Instead I close the book to get on the bus and realize that I'm not entirely inside of reality. My hands are paying for the bus fair, but I'm thinking about how I made them fall and swoon and kiss for the first time - again and again.
I want to be in my books.
Is a more clean version just waiting beneath the shiny blocked pores?
When she washes her face she looks in the mirror and it looks like she's been crying.
Her face feels tight. Will something beneath emerge?
...
I reread these books, because I can make them fall in love again and again. And I love that thrill. Even if it isn't happening to me, it's that fucking sigh in your heart that makes you turn each page. It's that curt smile you wear to bed in preparation for dreams.
Falling and falling again.
It'd be so blissful if everyday it was shiny brand new.
Instead I close the book to get on the bus and realize that I'm not entirely inside of reality. My hands are paying for the bus fair, but I'm thinking about how I made them fall and swoon and kiss for the first time - again and again.
I want to be in my books.

Title: Karma Police
Artist: Radiohead
Fandom: Life on Mars
Summary: There and back again - a copper's tale by DCI Sam Tyler
Spoliers: Season one and two
Notes: For
Format: rar | avi
Downloads & streaming
Title: To Beep, perchance to dream (#7 in the Autogenesis series).
Author: Drayce
Characters:Sam, Gene, Sammy.
Rating: White Cortina I think.
Warnings: fluffy crack... Flack? Fluck? Perhaps not...
Word Count: 584 words.
Notes: Part of the Autogenesis series:
1)Stock Car
1A) Caprice
2) Cara Mia
3) Automate
4) Auto-erotic
5) Autocratrix
6) Molto Carino
Bonus Autogenesis sonnet: To My Bronze Lady
For the record, Caprice was actually the last one posted.
Erm... so I wrote this on the plane back from England *sob* and I may have been feeling a touch sentimental – shut up – so sorry for the fluffy edge. My sincere apologies to Mr. Shakespeare over my choice of title.
( To dream the impossible dream )
Author: Drayce
Characters:Sam, Gene, Sammy.
Rating: White Cortina I think.
Warnings: fluffy crack... Flack? Fluck? Perhaps not...
Word Count: 584 words.
Notes: Part of the Autogenesis series:
1)Stock Car
1A) Caprice
2) Cara Mia
3) Automate
4) Auto-erotic
5) Autocratrix
6) Molto Carino
Bonus Autogenesis sonnet: To My Bronze Lady
For the record, Caprice was actually the last one posted.
Erm... so I wrote this on the plane back from England *sob* and I may have been feeling a touch sentimental – shut up – so sorry for the fluffy edge. My sincere apologies to Mr. Shakespeare over my choice of title.
( To dream the impossible dream )
- Mood:
pensive
I had an email through in response to the PM Petition for Clarkson to be made PM and they've responded with a Youtube video. Wow, nearly 50,000 people?
[13] Dr. Horrible's Sing-A-Long Blog; Act I
[22] The Office (US); Pam Season 1
[07] Harry Potter; HBP
[10] Flight of the Conchords; promos
[07] She & Him
[12] Stock; Vintage Travel Posters
---> 71 Total

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- Credit
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[22] The Office (US); Pam Season 1
[07] Harry Potter; HBP
[10] Flight of the Conchords; promos
[07] She & Him
[12] Stock; Vintage Travel Posters
---> 71 Total
- Blanks are not bases
- Comment if taking
- Credit
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See the rest HERE @ my journal
I'm nervous that I was too talkative and weird with Joly. I usually get that way.
I'm going to work on my collage journal tonight. I think it's safe to say I haven't in over a month. Fail.
It's time to throw together some poetry, lyrics, and pictures and layer layer layer until I don't know what I started with.
<3
I'm going to work on my collage journal tonight. I think it's safe to say I haven't in over a month. Fail.
It's time to throw together some poetry, lyrics, and pictures and layer layer layer until I don't know what I started with.
<3
TItle - Gone (10/14)
Rating - Brown Cortina
Disclaimer - Not mine, never will be. It all belongs to BBC and Kudos. I play for fun and never for profit.
Pairings - Sam/Gene Sam/Gene/OFC
Spoilers - None you're safe with me
Author's Summary - The police commissioner's daughter has gone missing and it's up to Sam and Gene to find her. When they discover she's linked to a bigger crime the question becomes - does she want to be found? And how can two people from Sam's past help solve it?
Word Count - 32,275 overall 841 this chapter
Rating - Brown Cortina
Disclaimer - Not mine, never will be. It all belongs to BBC and Kudos. I play for fun and never for profit.
Pairings - Sam/Gene Sam/Gene/OFC
Spoilers - None you're safe with me
Author's Summary - The police commissioner's daughter has gone missing and it's up to Sam and Gene to find her. When they discover she's linked to a bigger crime the question becomes - does she want to be found? And how can two people from Sam's past help solve it?
Word Count - 32,275 overall 841 this chapter
- Mood:
satisfied
Joly and I went looking at an apartment close to my work in New Haven today. No luck, as no one showed up to show us the apartment. BUT there was this way cool cat that snuffled and rolled around us on the grass.
This is going to take a while I know.
But what has to be more inspiring, is the fact that - My parents want to move out asap. My downstairs neighbors smaller one bedroom apt.
o_O;
So this apartment would be empty. The rent is 900 w/o utilities and would possibly be knocked down if there are no animals (landlord charges like 50 bucks for Willie)...
So...there are like three bedrooms and two small attic spaces. A master bedroom, a living room, an endroom, the kitchen, and the bathroom.
I just wonder with this weird kind of hope that two other people would be possibly interested in moving in and sharing rent?
Including Joly that is.
Idk if this dump is worth it though.
O_O;
Just an idea there.
This is going to take a while I know.
But what has to be more inspiring, is the fact that - My parents want to move out asap. My downstairs neighbors smaller one bedroom apt.
o_O;
So this apartment would be empty. The rent is 900 w/o utilities and would possibly be knocked down if there are no animals (landlord charges like 50 bucks for Willie)...
So...there are like three bedrooms and two small attic spaces. A master bedroom, a living room, an endroom, the kitchen, and the bathroom.
I just wonder with this weird kind of hope that two other people would be possibly interested in moving in and sharing rent?
Including Joly that is.
Idk if this dump is worth it though.
O_O;
Just an idea there.
Premiering in 2009 in spain Life on Mars. Here I leave with you this article and the photos of the definitive Sam and Gene(forgive my bad english, so super basic XD)
( article and photos spanish Sam Gene )
( article and photos spanish Sam Gene )
- Mood:
anxious
Ashes to Ashes x4
Doctor Who: Turn Left (Donna Noble) x9
Sarah Michelle Geller x28
Keeley Hawes x2
Life On Mars x11
Preview




Here @
witchy_pixie
Doctor Who: Turn Left (Donna Noble) x9
Sarah Michelle Geller x28
Keeley Hawes x2
Life On Mars x11
Preview
Here @
- Mood:
jubilant - Music:Shooter Jennings - Bad Magick
Title: Five Times Gene Wondered What They Were Really Up To in Hyde
Author: dak
Word Count: 803 words
Rating: green cortina
Pairing: Sam/Gene
A/N: This is the last of my Five Things requests. (I haven't forgotten about your's,
( Read more... )
- Mood:
bouncy
I figured I'd do the nice thing and introduce myself.
I'm new here, but definitely not to Top Gear. I am, however, relatively new to Livejournal and still learning. I come bearing 10 quote icons
All here at my journal
I'm new here, but definitely not to Top Gear. I am, however, relatively new to Livejournal and still learning. I come bearing 10 quote icons
All here at my journal
I have just been informed that there are fics out there where Sam has been diagnosed as a schizophrenic, but I don't recall ever seeing any. Does anyone know any titles ? Thanks in advance : )
TItle - Gone (9/14)
Rating - Brown Cortina
Disclaimer - Not mine, never will be. It all belongs to BBC and Kudos. I play for fun and never for profit.
Pairings - Sam/Gene Sam/Gene/OFC
Spoilers - None you're safe with me
Author's Summary - The police commissioner's daughter has gone missing and it's up to Sam and Gene to find her. When they discover she's linked to a bigger crime the question becomes - does she want to be found? And how can two people from Sam's past help solve it?
Word Count - 32,275 overall 4216 this chapter
Author's Note - You may recognize parts of another story in this - The Other One - the character has sort of stuck with me and wanted her own voice for a while instead of being a nameless victim. So after a bit of revamp here's her chance.
Rating - Brown Cortina
Disclaimer - Not mine, never will be. It all belongs to BBC and Kudos. I play for fun and never for profit.
Pairings - Sam/Gene Sam/Gene/OFC
Spoilers - None you're safe with me
Author's Summary - The police commissioner's daughter has gone missing and it's up to Sam and Gene to find her. When they discover she's linked to a bigger crime the question becomes - does she want to be found? And how can two people from Sam's past help solve it?
Word Count - 32,275 overall 4216 this chapter
Author's Note - You may recognize parts of another story in this - The Other One - the character has sort of stuck with me and wanted her own voice for a while instead of being a nameless victim. So after a bit of revamp here's her chance.
( Chapter Nine )
Well, posting this COULD be a spoiler... if the rumours are true.
Blogtor Who.
Go and read. What do you gals and guys think? I'm allowing myself to be hopeful and excited:).
Blogtor Who.
Go and read. What do you gals and guys think? I'm allowing myself to be hopeful and excited:).
- Mood:
excited - Music:The Tiger Lillies - Dead Souls



